One minute “Sight” would knock “Faith” out cold. Then the Words of the Lord hidden in my heart would whisper to me, and “Faith” would arise the momentary victor! Faith would remain victorious until “Sight” looked around and reminded me of how few days of insurance we have left, etc….Then “Faith” was down for the count.
The battle raged all day, and I was exhausted and emotionally spent by bedtime. But, Praise the Lord!, in the end, “Faith” won! When I clung to God’s Word, and started recounting the many ways the Lord has taken care of us in the past, and when I remembered the promises He has given us for our future, “Sight” was defeated!!!
Unfortunately, because of the nature of being human, the fight isn’t over. “Sight” will come back for a re-match one of these days. But Faith muscles were built yesterday that will come in handy during the next Title Match.
And I learned something in that battle: “Sight” can only gain control of the fight when we take our eyes off of what we KNOW to be true – God’s love and concern for us, His provisions, and His plans for us that are GOOD!
This morning, my husband shared Charles Surgeon’s “Morning by Morning” devotion with me, and I wanted to pass it along to you. What a blessed reminder to all of us when “Faith” and “Sight” are boxing for the Title of our lives!!! I’ll be reading and re-reading this today as the Lord heals my wounds from yesterday’s fight. May He bless and strengthen You with it, too. 🙂
“Therefore will the Lord wait, that He may be gracious unto you.” (Isaiah 30:18)
God often delays in answering prayer. We have several instances of this in sacred Scripture. Jacob did not get the blessing from the angel until near the dawn of day – he had to wrestle all night for it.
The poor woman of Syrophenicia was answered not a word for a long while. Paul sought the Lord three times that “the thorn in the flesh” might be taken from him. He received no assurance that it would be taken away, but instead received a promise that God’s grace would be sufficient for him.
If you have been knocking at the gate of mercy and have received no answer, I will tell you why the mighty Maker has not opened the door and let you in.
Our Father has reasons peculiar to Himself for keeping us waiting. Sometimes it is to show His power and His sovereignty so that men may know that Jehovah has a right to give or to withhold.
More frequently the delay is for our profit. Perhaps you are kept waiting in order that your desires may be more fervent. You will prize the gift all the more because of its long tarrying.
There may also be something in you that needs to be removed before the joy of the Lord is given.
If your prayers are not immediately answered, they are certainly not forgotten. Your prayers are filed in Heaven. In a little while your prayers will be fulfilled to your satisfaction. Do not let despair make you silent. Continue in earnest supplication.”
December 9, “Morning by Morning” by C. H. Spurgeon.
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Debbie says
Jennifer, I came for the recipe but ended up spending time on this post. It was so relevant to my situation too. Faith and sight battle inside me too. I try to use Scripture to counter the lies of the enemy. I even have specific Scriptures on fear right in front of my computer screen. It does help.
As long as we're on this side of eternity, we'll have our flesh to battle. But God is sufficient for all our needs and I know that I know He is in control. He hears my prayers and knows my heart. And for that I'm so thankful.
Praying for you my friend.
Debbie
Not Home Yet..... says
Jennifer,
Keep your eyes on prize. Remember that He will always be the Victory and you will enjoy the victory parade!
Debbie says
This was a great post!! I can't tell you how it blessed me this morning…Have a wonderful day…Debbie
Tracy says
Beautiful post, Jennifer and quite timely for me, my friend. My Streams in the Desert devotional has also recently camped for quite a few days on the issue of God delays and trusting despite appearances that He is always at work. Thank you for yet another reminder to trust and rest in that! Have a blessed day!
elaine @ peace for the journey says
Keeping my eyes "fixed" on faith alongside you, sister. How I want to be found always gazing in God's direction rather than man's.
A great post that coincides with my own heart's pause (as you already know); and for the record, I think this is a perfect "fit" in keeping with how to have a quiet time with Jesus during the busy Christmas season…
peace~elaine
Cara says
Thank you for this, I NEEDED to hear that. I feel like I've been praying the same prayer for years, but it doesn't seem to change much, than other prayers are answered immedietly.